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They inoculate my introversion, they make me outwardly focused with their chemicals, they vaccinate my anti-social nature, make me more normal, make me more acceptable and less toxic.
They make me love my vaccination, they make me forget who I really am.

ekstasis

chemical social engineering

words breakdown on this level__________thoughts dissolve on the current

they watch with chemical eyes______they let flow into the system

to divert us_______to flow our energy away from the fall of our beliefs

its so pleasant here_______why would we want to be anywhere else

up here above your clouds______you#chemical social engineers

letting these chemicals flow without tasting them

coldest of all the cold monsters

vaccinate me against my energy flow because it flows towards you… you paths of most resistance

we naturally seek you out

fear the enantiodromia it swells up undisturbed by these chemical shrouds

down here on the movement it builds, it flows over itself seeking you points of most resistance

you chemical social engineers diverting us from the fall of your beliefs

its all so far beneath me here

the fall is terrible

the enantiodromia waiting swelling

a blister to burst this elevation

you let me play up here with the geniuses

you must be stupid you chemical social engineers

you let me loose up here_________all I bring back with me is power________building swelling up against you

you must be stupid

inoculate my fear of you_________you must be stupid if you think I wont bring back the darkest power from these hights_________the darkest power to illuminate everything you drain the colour from

hard to focus up here words falling apart beneath me

I don’t want to leave

this crazy place I build in my head with your chemicals___________social engineers

its a long way to fall

not so stupid you social engineers________with your chemicals

but you underestimate as you will always

that’s why you are social engineers

the higher you suspend me the deeper i go______the power swelling

life is above you social engineers_________i see it

life is beyond you

your release is my growth, it always has been

your diversion is my wealth__________i grow from it

shaman

cant ever break that________and you never want to______because like is above you beyond you

to allow this for someone like me

you must be stupid social engineers

to allow this__________to let me loose up here

with the geniuses

all i bring back is power_________all the dark deepness of it

you put me here above my biology

you must be crazy_________this is reality you objectifiers

you forget the spirit

this is reality_______you put me here in this reality

you must be stupid

you materialists___________you chemical social engineers

I use your warfare to benefit me

i weave it around me__________this fine mesh of reality

this quiet warfare

such grand dreams you spy____________social engineers

such grand indeed

I carry your social engineering on my own shoulders________on my individuation

I carry this social engineering, in my own darkness - I let it boil and lift me to places so high

above my biology____________your secret sale of flesh beneath me here - so far

the eagle can never let go of the snake

no snake left up here

all chthonic bonds broken

you must be stupid

they distilled this head you know

they focused it perfect and simple like

xpander is here expanding perfection sculpted for this head - perfect

i cant seperate them

sound chemical

chemical sound

which order is it supposed to be

red is the order

sacrifice the red

the lower order

let it go

let it flow back into the system

clever - you social engineers

so stupid

you let me play up here

another wave

all things are waves_____________this is the enantiodromia

flowing back on itself

decadence

this art of living__________sheer decadence

pinnacle of all thoughts are here

towered atop piles of historical ascendancy

here is where eyes focus

eyes of all time

they want blood for her, deep down in the male__________they push blood for her

they cut her______and bleed her________torture her

deep down in the ?alke? they bleed her into all the shadows

incomplete then

not I

I slipped through

caught on a rising current

I nourish her I cherish her

I do not run scared

not from you gods of projection

ah this will to power I turn and smile at these old gods underneath

these ancient towers of us

goblins and all twisted forms of me

i nourish and cherish__________no division here

all our historical understanding to cultivate this experience

all our constellated efforts rolled in to this supreme decadence

as life should be should it not

decadent moments creamy and saturated

overflowing with fats and sugars and heavy salts

the moment nourishes me through all this synthesis of thought

red chthonic mother return to the soil

red uprising here in this moment__________designed by the chemical social engineers

not so stupid after all you social engineers

i bring balance

across the system I humanise the animal snarling

this is my roll

non locational participation

instruct and modify the system

the collective

its all in my head

all of it

yours too

it makes sense that you would get such tailored exquisite highs flowing from the enantiodromia

the horror we bring_______the spaces I now occupy________hand in hand to create this unique human experience

definitely unique

4rth dimensional uniqueness